Hi.

I don't want to tell you everything in detail, but recently I visited a school psychologist after my tearful condition and she advised me to rest for two weeks, maybe go to a neurologist and find out the reasons + buy recommended medications.

And yes, just the fact that I'm resting now is the reason why I often "upload" drawings.

I upload it in quotes, because this is the second topic of this post.

Upd: I'm... silly. Many thanks to those who wrote the tips here, very grateful! I forgot the main detail why did the psychologist recommend going to a neurologist.

I've been crying a lot lately. Especially last week I cried every day, in the morning I was in a good mood, and then after some small stuff I start crying. There are already bags under the eyes because of tears. (I really don't know how to call it right, I'm sorry).

Now I need to rename myself the crying boy (or whatever his name is in fnaf?).

It's a joke, there's no money for sponsorship for newgrounds:")

Upd2: I'm really stupid. I forgot to say the important reason: earlier, in a lesson, I said that I did not exist in life. And by the way, I practiced selfharm a little/infrequently. Yes, there were thoughts of killing myself.

And yes, I have a complex about whether I study normally at all and whether I get well-deserved grades, etc.

Oh, I hope I didn't burden you too much with my "problems".

You might have noticed that the last three drawings (after the pre-New Year's) were hidden. In fact, this is due to Lady Blender's obscurity and the fact that no one is interested in her.

And now there is a fourth drawing with it, but I decided not to post it, but I'll just show part of this drawing:

Yes, he's on the topic of height difference.. And it's good that I didn't post it. She looks a little like Citlali from genshin.

Well, that's it. so far, nothing new has happened in all this time.

Have a good week<3

P.s. Uhhh yeah, and I got sick at the end of last week, but I feel much better.